No no no, but nothing changes
Impossible, becomes the norm
Why? is the unanswerable question
Inner peace is it still possible
Unshakable, crumbles around me
Determined, decides to be inconclusive
Pure, becomes a polluted mess
Steadfast stands until it is accomplished
Remember, forgets where to begin
Tomorrow, arrives before today ends
Finished, means to start over and do it again
Contradictions continue to not look alike
I can not reconcile in me the incongruity of my life
To match together the shattered pieces that once made a whole
To understand the end from the beginning
My thoughts convolute into a moving kaleidoscope with no focus
as a rock down a steep decent
I tumble in free fall
And hope to land at the end of it all
Not shattered
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