Why me I ask myself, what did I do to you
You broke solitude and dismissed remorse
My resignation to self dependence was firm
Total alignment towards a task consumed me
Constant companion of regret and despair
Island of isolation, place uninhabited
I know it was a game of sorts, a distraction
As a cat plays with a mouse before it kills it
The stakes were high, the game was dealt with deception
As you departed, there was not remorse, no shame
I knew, I always knew, there was nothing to lose
There was nothing from nothing so what is nothing
For a moment there was concern for wellbeing
Not now no never more but instead steadfastness
A course correction is easily made inside
A bitter end awaits one who discards a soul
quiet speaks to testify no discord in me
I know with certainty I will not return
Nor will I sit at this gaming table again
I have before and it has ended quite the same
In fact the fault is mine to have begun the hand
The only best and faithful course is to forfeit
I rather not play games that can not be won
Territory gained ground taken is my goal
And I shall be Victorious the victory
Is to be loved by the lover of your soul
To know that you know that you know
I shall never leave you nor forsake you is true
Jesus
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